Mixed Emotions

Its been a few weeks, Hectic and fast. Taylor is loving school. Greg is 1/2 way done with school. Ive gotten really used to this military life style now. i think its growing on me. threre's so many benefit's that out weigh the negative right now.

I have gotten sick. started with migraines that progressed into a something more. I am on antibiotics and pain meds right now. I am getting a CT scan in the middle of Oct. so we'll find out more then. of course Riley had her first check up and even though i brought all her medical records showing that even with her size she is healthy and OK, its not enough. she has blood work and another Hormone growth test and a IGF-1. in Oct as well.

So sick of the weather here. seems like every time I'm watching a good show on TV  a tornado alert warning is flashing. the rain the thunder lightening 100 degree heat with humidity is the worse ever. I swear i never want to come back here again. this weather so so unpridictable.

Greg's graduation date went up a month, instead of Jan 24th its now Dec 16th. as most of you know that means we will be moving during the Christmas week. not so great with the roads, weather and unavailable hotel options. but we will figure it out. I'm happy to get of of VA. we will find out where we will be living for the next 2 years and when Greg will be deploying in a few weeks. That's right Greg will definitely be deploying. I'm getting OK with the idea right now, but when its time who knows what ill be going through then.

For everyone who doesn't know, Sunday night my cousin Garrett Fant. born in Napa. grew up in Lake Tahoe. was killed in Afghanistan by an enemy IED. (land mine) his body is back here in the states and his mom is in the process of funeral arrangements. He was a 3 year infantry US Army soldier. Stationed out of Ft Riley KS. He was only 21 years old.  Due to the recent change for me. i feel that its best for me and my girls to not attend his funeral in Tahoe. But this has definitely done some emotional damage for me and Greg.

Greg starting this last weekend now officially has gold pass. which if you don't know allows him to stay the night on Friday and Sat. which if you don't know i see him only for 4 usually. We are very happy to have him around more. it sure gets lonely all week without him.

I have luckily stayed busy with my new friends here. I have met many wives that are helpful, kind and funny. And fun to be around. It will be sad when i move, but on the bright side ill meet new ones.